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Subject:i cRy, tHeN i sMiLe...
Time:07:14 pm
Current Mood:hopefulhopeful
Well.... last night was a pretty good night. It managed to start out like shit though...

Let's see, I told my dad I was staying the night out... and he had to bitch and yell at me telling me that the only reason him and Jamie broke up was because of me.... Yea, I don't think so! I will not take responsibility for her being how she is...

Anyhow, I got off of work early, and managed to make it to Ashlei's on base by 10pm.... Just in time for Taps. So, we all know that that made me happy. Hearing taps!!! Don't ask why I have a weird facination with the song, I just do! Went up to change and then ended up in our usual spot with some Bacardi Raz and Mikes Hard.... yAy! Good stuff!

Anyhow ended up talking about some things that managed to happen at one point a while abck... And then heard the one other person it concerns say it was a mistake..... nice to know that I was a mistake huh? YeA. Tell me about it! I know we do things that maybe shouldn't happen, but calling someone

I was a little hurt by that... And i ended up outside in my car crying to the bestest guy frined in the entire world..... Josiah... He always listens to me and he is always there to talk to me at 3AM... After that the guy who called me a mistake came out and we tal;ked about it... and I'm not going to say it was forgotten... That's just not really possible... but it was let go... So we're all okay now I guess.... It was really just a misunderstanding... And the end result, well we are not going where we both wanted to go int he begining... I tihnk it's a little too late for that... but we are cool!

I ended up ahving a really awesome night after that! What can I say... Guys that amke you feel like you are gorgeous are awesome! Am I smitten? Getting there! This guy tells me I am beautiful... even right after I woke up, he said wow your hott even when you first wake up... I felt like something truly special right then and there. no one has ever said anything like that ever to me. Someone who thinks I am hott in just warm ups... Someone who accepts me for me... What will come of this? i have no idea yet! I hoping good will come out of it though... I like where things are headed... so I guess I just have to be aptient and see hwere things go...

Anyways I just wanted to write a ltitle it... I'm off to go wash my car now...

And right before bed last night... my song played.... and when I woke up this morning... my song as on again.... "Let Me Go"... Such mine and aLi-Lei's song.... OoOoH yEs! HyPhY!
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